Fret Over Small Thing.....

Kinda need rest a bit afta long day(nite??) finishing our report.......thx to BEM with his all hardwork his done.....also thx to Roha for her support that kept msg us in the morning to keep up with our progress in our reports.....but still not over yet.....but still there's unfinish business need to take care off.....not until 9 Dec....the date to remember......!!!!

Back to the main topic......

Jeez........is it really that bad? I mean....do we have to end this way......?? Over a small thing.....Just because Ego, Pride, Emotional or sumthin else.....whatever it is....
Seems that....what Elton John said was right.......Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word....the 5 hardest letter to tell......is it so hard...?

Fret Over Small Thing on Yahoo Answer

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This 21 years of my life.......this is my 1st encounter.....people mad like hell at US over small thing....just really 'ciki2' matters.....just simple mistakes.....correction....mistake.......!!!
Im just confused.......is it necessary? Still a mystery.....or i have to just wait and see then what happen next.....

Critical times like these......this 'occurance' shouldn't happen on the 1st place....because now......there's much bigger problem that WE must get through it together..this is the time where we should help each other out......in this critical and short time frame......not vice versa.......!!



Im just sayin.....just think about it....and...dont let my silence fools you....

Just Before You Know It

This couple of days......
I've been flashbacking.....
What a suprise.....
I remember so much of my past
Not so great stories to tell like "Indiana Jones" type of story.....
But when i taught about it......
Gosh i miss my younger days...
I miss my childhood days.......
Full of joy
Full of happiness
Full of hope.....
There's always a clear path ahead....
Everything seems on my side......
Everything seems all right

But right now.....
Everything seems blur....
Everything seems slacky....
Everything seems distant.....
Everything seems hopeless....
I dont know who i am anymore.....
The mix feelings of mine.....seems to destroy bit by bit of me...

Everyone and everybody within my circle of trust seems distant day by day...
Is it their getting away from my circle or it just my circle become smaller and smaller every moment of my life.......

Life is unfair......
It will never be.......
Sumthin i have to remind it to myself....
Enjoy when i can......
Take things for granted.....
Think for myself.....not others....
Because when i fall......
There's no one lend a hand to help me to stand up.....
I have to stand up by myself......its hard......but i have to....
Its a fact that i need to learn and remind to myself every single second of my life.....



Life is describe by philosophy like a wheel.....
There's when you're on top of a wheel.....
Sumtimes you're at the bottom of a wheel......
Me right now at the bottom of a wheel....
I've been there for so long now....
Been wondering when i'll get to the top once more......


For now......
Even though im on the worse state of my life right now.....
I believe that....
The switch will turn.....
I have to wait.......I have to hold on.....I have to be patience...
Sumthin will come up.....
Sumthin good will come....
Maybe sumthin better......
Or simply the best........

Just Before U Know It...................

3 Weekz Of Hell

I really stressed out today.......dont know if my endorphin will last for 3 weekz.....suffocate with so many things.......i need some space to breathe.......!!!

Tik Tok.....Tik Tok.....

Time is running out.....2 weekz b4 the presentation, 3 weekz till my studies end....
Tik Tok Tik Tok.....times is ticking...even though u cant see and you cant touch....but it exist and still counting...the infinite loop......

The laziness counquers me.....i dont know how to cure it...its like.....addicted to your favourite song....but infinite time...haha...what crap im talking about now....

Tonyte again...futsal day....suppose to be last nite...but last minute cancels...bcoz those fucking coward opponents so choosy about the pitch there going to play....but b4 that...i need to hang out 1st...need to let my stress out of this weekz.....

Sunday and Monday...i will attend "Kursus Keusahawanan"....yeah...just not like me attend those course...but.....every class must send 5 students to the course or else...the PA(our coordinator) will randomly choose who's going(and my instinct tells me that ....im will be one of the candidates.../wahaha).....so...why not voulunteer myself in.....got nothing to lose right? My last semester....got nothing to lose....

My song for this couple of days will be Jason Mraz....LIfe is Wonderful....like the live version of the song....and he performs live better than he records it....the song made my day....

From tomorrow onwards....i MUST put aside everythin(esp the laziness of me) and put some effort on everythin.....its hard but i have to.....this habit been going on for YEARS......and getting worse and worse every miliseconds of my life.......

And days to come.....after my semester over...when my head clears out...this blogs maybe contents not just what im doin, my diary or whatsoever...maybe contents my view on sumthin....maybe some tutorial...some links....somethin im going to share to others....and i will adjust the layouts throughly....with every details....


Nah...im tired of typing....bye!

Life Is WonderFool!!

As my post earlier...where i swear a lot becoz my GC already 'kong'...here's some pic of that son of a biatch....already change the mobo.....i dont know what to do with the GC...maybe i'll post a video when i destruct it.....


Left is My Ax78...Right M2NPV-VM.....need to use M2NPV-VM bcoz of its onboard Video



The Culprit....






I hate u fucking 86GT.....u ruin my life...!!!

LIfe Is Wonderful

Its killing me........for this time being..i hate PHP coding......it makes me dizzy......and sick.......so much work need to be done.....just in weekz timeframe....is there;s hope....pray for it!



Chaiyok!!!

Im Back People......

Im back on track....except for assignment, projects, lab...adoi...!!!

Here's the pic taken yesterday.....akibat emo maka xda mood mok post marek...rtok jak lah.....

Recovering

To all ma peepz.......ilek2.......kenak reject mesti ku frust nak? Tapi xdalah tahap exterme sampey mok bunoh dirik ka, nonggeng rah jeraya astana ka.....apa kah.....
At least beban di dada tok direlease juak.........!!!! /xd

Sekian sahaja dari bilik Berita Blog ku.......ciao/bye

Malangnya nasib aku...huhu

Dah la GC ku rusak riya....kenak rejek gk ompuan ku suka/please....deh...pa lagik kelak kah??? Nak alah2 malang idup ku tok ehz.......... Gney la tok?? Huhuhuhuh.......Slmt Tinggal Kch...membawa kedukaan pda hidup ku....../bye

Lubang Idong Ku besar!!!

7th November - At night......i played futsal with my frenz....and suprisingly...Nazmi was there.......gosh...even tho his in Kch all this while...but hard to meet or see him around.....org dah 'up' and 'hot' kata diriknya tek /dignose......play 3 teams for 2 hours and Sport Planet......btw....Rynda/blush /hmm /please and Paz were there.....become our supporter........why u guyz leave early/floor/no......

8th November - In the afternoon, i trim my hair at Semarak...originally wanted to shave my head......but......bpk ku mdh "Keypa botak....Jaik muka ko botak(nang x merik2 bpk ku nganok.../omg)...." and decided just trim my hair......kelak 'nya' x syg ku gk lak....dah la idong ku besar.....susah juak nak.../XDhaha!!
After that, i went to Choice Super Mall....beli alat cosmetic.../wahaha....sak dirik ku kck tek.../wahaha....gai ada juak.......
At night.....msg recieved.....Rynda/blush /hmm /please and Paz and Dayot mdh diriknya rah waterfront....pdh tek salah antar msg......then rynda call...mdh nya nunggu rah waterfront....paksa lah I tek ngesep2.....Mandik2, Makeup2, Pancit ctok cya....it takes and hour for me to get there.../wahaha sian daknya... :P Turun ngan Shazwan, Syak dan Apiz........coz kmk org nang mok nangga Quantum Of Solace.....
Temu Rynda/blush /hmm /please , Dayot and Paz rah waterfront.....rondeng2....pegi lah kmk org minum di area ya juak tek.....dah abis minum kakar2.....daknya mok ciao....ask them to drop me at family cafe coz my Frenz minum2 makan2 cya....Tetemu Aliff.ngan rakan2 nya and 'classmatez' nya yg boleh tahan cute nya...btw...M.U kalah wei..ngan Arsenal...im not Gunnerz Fan..but...i love when M.U kalah....HAHAHHA!!!!
Afta that we go to the moviez....