NExT?

Tired of things happen again and again for the same reason.....do i have to change what i am now to be a better person? Does changing a bit of my personality will make any different? Or does it not?

As i grow older, i learnt a lot from my mistakes and currently improving.....and sometimes, unconsciously there are mistakes and my wrong doings that i only realize now after quite some time....which disappoint me.......a lot..


Getting bored with my job now.......not so thrill......too routine......and seriously.....without the internet, im just a statue.....fuck....hate every minute of it....plan to quit, but don't have any other job....besides, i really2 need money right now......the only solution, to endure it.....fuck.~!!

Bekurun lamanya

Huyoo..kpd pmbaca setia blog ku yg rugged dan ensem, sorry lah lamak x update....bkn xmok...tapi xda masa glak.......kelang kelus masa, x merasa dah bulan 3.....

Mok type english, ku rasa mcm dah bkarat jak..kakar swak jak lah....maybe next time...hehhe

Mcm2 jak org ku temu.......kesah ku nang sedeh2 jak........maybe ktk org x sedeh...aku nak kenak merasa sedeh.......

Bila ku dh start bkrja tok, berat badan semakin susut, bulan 3 jak, dari 79.6 turun ke 77.4 rtok, 2.2KG ku kurang.....nak lucunya...ari marek ya ku makan aiskrim duak igek, adakah aiskrem peyumbang penurunan berat badan ku tok...huhuh..harap2 beterusan.......
No wonder saham ku semakin ari semakin tinggi, ada jak ompuan nyelin....ku duhal nmpk kurus ckit......hahahahahahah.....fucking perasan ku tok ehz....bangga2 jak lah masa saham gk nait...masa turun lak xda org medow...hahahah~!!!


Ada gk menempar palak ku gk, tetemu seseorang yg x hingin ku temu tek di area2 ku keja.....yahhh.....lam byk2 manusia, kenak mesti tetemunya, coba tetemu Rozita Che Wan ka, Fazura ka, bok layan.....hahahhaha~! Adakah cinta berputik kembali, in your dream baybeh...HAHHAHAHHA~!!!!

Mcm cerita ku tadik, walaupun ku rasa saham ku tinggi, tapi bila ku dah coba nak 'hook' seseorang tok, lalu jual mahal......ish2......maka mula2 kenal tang go hed jak......tang jalan jak......baru nak 'hook', lalu slow and x steady lalu action nya.....dhlah ku tok jenis cpt fed up and tempar dgn org kdk2 ya......coz aku tok jenis xpat di 'ignore'2 oleh kenalan aku......ku akan merasa panas hati yg teramat sgt.....tok suroh ku malas mok hook up dgn ompuan tok...jgn ku jadi gay udah...HAHAHHAHAHAHHA~!!!! Simpang meleykat 44.....

Ada sorg gk ompuan lain gk cita nya......mula2 jual mahal.....ku mmg minat nangga nya....tapi ada hari yg indah nya pandey molah muka sombong+fedup ngan aku........fuh...btol glak.....trus ku ignore.....then x lmk lekak ya.....pandey berik dscount indah......p ku dah ilang minat......hahahaha....sorry yer......!!!

Nang nasib ku mok hook up ngan ompuan mmg xda......nak mdh rupa xda...ada....complete package......hahahha.....p mmg jodoh ku blom ada kali.....ish.....nang lanji ku mok begerek ehz....nama gk org bujang....xpa...byk gk leh di survey and di coba.......try again next time.....

Marek ku dah isik SPA..3 hari gk check status, and tunggu nya antar surat confirmation, then just dudok temeunung nungg di interview....maybe makan bebulan2....tapi xpa.....bak kata org tua, keja perentah terjamin.......biasalah....org melayu.....malas nya nang x abis2......bkn nak anok...tapi hakikat...tok jak cara kita hdup...go hed jak lah.....HAHHAHAHA


Maybe xda gmbar dalam post ku kali tok...malas rasanya.....kelak2 lah.....rupa ku berupdate...dah x kdk bulan 1 riya kihak nak mati leput.....sapa nangga gambar ku masa ku gk nanam anggur mmg kembang kucup lubang idong nya......

Is0k keja gk......xbest glak keja ku knek tok.....tapi yalah...duit pun pasal, go hed jak lah....janji halal....dpt juak ku cuci mata...yesh...isok ari sabtu....ku mok prepare mata ku pakey isok.......nak slack nya ku tok kurang senyum...xpa...isok ku senyum sepuas2...mok ngeso gigi swing ku nak sweet tok...yesshhaaa...hahahaha....

Yajaklah....kelak2 update gk dgn gambar ku terkini.....adios manggos byebyeos...hahah~!!

To Do List for this week

- NEw LCD monitor (collaboration with my dad :P)*
- Service for Motobike
- Renew Insurance and Roadtax and the rebate of course
- Wash my motobike....


Can i do it? We'll see....

* Terms and rules applies...

Mind Opener

2009 certainly will be my mind opener for me......this could be the year that makes me see things differently....making frenz with other people with very different background and culture.....see through others perspective....quite fun i must say.



Yesterday i've just got my paycheck.....yerp....but certainly not enough......i need more money to cover up all my obsession......LCD,HD4670,Acoustic Guitar, Motorbike xpenses, Clothing etc etc...the never ending list.......





Even though im 22, the thing is....i still confuse......what i am destine to do....im still searching and searching for the true me.....my true self....




2Moro another new day for me....but somehow im getting excited about 2moro......i wonder why...~~!!

Today is my Off-Day

Yerp...its been a while since my last post ....today is my off-day so basically i have some time to kill, blogging :D



Updates about me? Maybe soon getting fat.....but currently so-so if you guys know what i mean........why soon getting fat? I always eat at my workplace......i've got nothing better to do when there's no customer around......reading novel? May i remind you that i can't read too much "Love" novel....so 'gurly'.....not for macho guy like me :D So what i do everyday are check the cash on interval basis, transactions if there is any customer come to buy novels, and just listen to my mp3 the whole day.....boring isn't it?

Yesterday so many people on the ATM.....its payday for the gov servant.....and very 'pack' condition around Choice Super Mall....yet so many chicq to check it out....

Soon will be my payday.....the 1st thing i gonna do to send my motobike for service......this past 2-3 days my motobike have been 'naughty'....puncture,jam brake etc etc.....before it go 'kaput' i better send it for service....


p/s my english sux....waaaaaaaa

Working Environment

JUst got back from my workplace......its amazing experience.....even though im just a cashier and iventory guy, but interacting and communicating with so many type of people makes me become 'a-bit' open minded.....

Many shocking stories, weird act by certain people, and some are friendly....
The funny thing is a few people like to xpress their taughts and feelings(not that love kinda thinggy thing....) to me.....weird....~! :P

Need to sleep now...2moro will be another new day...

In A Relationship??

Berpusing2 kepala ku

Bepinar2......begitulah ayat2 cinta novel yang sering menusuk otak ku yg kurang emosi sedeh dan jiwang.......hari2 mengadap novel yang entah best ataupun tidak.....hinggakan halilintar memecah keringat si pesawah tak kering gusi......selama 1 minggu ini ku tidak punyai 'day-off'......fuh.....sungguh memenatkan.....nasib baik awek2 byk yang kaw2......tak kurang ya juga 'rasa kck' yang ditemui...ahhh..persetankan semua itu....aku hanya mencari rezeki bkn untuk sesuap nasi, akan tetapi LCD dan GC HD4830 menjadi pujaan kalbu.....

Semenjak bekerja, muka aku yg masam mencuka menjadi manis akibat senyuman manis gula halus aku......semua org hendak ku senyum walaupun yang membalas masam mencuka......senyuman aku tebawak2 apabila aku senyum kat seorang yang hendak mengisi petrol di kaunter? Gila kah aku?? Owh tidak....

Hati ku terusik denang seseorang.....adakah hati ini kembali mekar membunga seperti mekarnya bunga dibaja asli....adakah perasaan ni bersifat sementara walaupun ku mengetahui kadang2 perasaan sering memesongkan akal fikiran aku yg kdg nampk cool.....

Spnjg aku di kedai itu, aku dengan hipokritnya menayangkan lagak cool aku....entah kenapa.....mungkin aku mmg cool kot? Entahlah.........ditambah lagi dgn potongan rambut ala2 mohawk atau nama tak sedapnya rambut ayam serama beberapa hari yang lepas...dipuji dek awek stall di sebelah mengembangkan lagi hidung ku yang sedia dah besar.....ahhh.....~!

Kenapakah seseorang itu mirip seseorang yg ku benci suatu ketika dahulu? Adakah ini cubaan dan dugaan?

p/s kck x kata2 pujangga aku....sah aku x lmk gk sot lamak2 rah cya....~! :P

New Routine and tired

4th February, received SMS from my PA (Academic Advisor) that to claim our LI payment(Rm250)...its been almost 3 monthz i've been waiting for the money.....finally......as we all taught that the payment is by bank-in but i think its tedious because there's so many type of bank account (CIMB,BSN,Bank Islam to name a few).....so the solution is by give-in-by-hand.......the funny part is, u need to pay Rm1 to claim the money.....typical ripe off gov department.....when this thing i called it 'stealth ripe off' by this gov servant going to end....*sigh*

Temporary job......yerp....i've been bz lately......only on9 at the morning and late at night.....i won't describe much about the job.....just temporary job.......but almost 12 hours...*sigh*.....im no longer on9 as usual....*tired*


p/s my english sux but i still use it to post this blog...damn it!

I've got a job...period

Temporary job......starting tomorrow onwards......yeah.....at least i've got something to d0 right??