Fret Over Small Thing.....

Kinda need rest a bit afta long day(nite??) finishing our report.......thx to BEM with his all hardwork his done.....also thx to Roha for her support that kept msg us in the morning to keep up with our progress in our reports.....but still not over yet.....but still there's unfinish business need to take care off.....not until 9 Dec....the date to remember......!!!!

Back to the main topic......

Jeez........is it really that bad? I mean....do we have to end this way......?? Over a small thing.....Just because Ego, Pride, Emotional or sumthin else.....whatever it is....
Seems that....what Elton John said was right.......Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word....the 5 hardest letter to tell......is it so hard...?

Fret Over Small Thing on Yahoo Answer

Im just very please with Anna24norcal and Villager answer...(and i just found this on the internet...and im not frenz with those 2 ..) Click on above link to found out more....

This 21 years of my life.......this is my 1st encounter.....people mad like hell at US over small thing....just really 'ciki2' matters.....just simple mistakes.....correction....mistake.......!!!
Im just confused.......is it necessary? Still a mystery.....or i have to just wait and see then what happen next.....

Critical times like these......this 'occurance' shouldn't happen on the 1st place....because now......there's much bigger problem that WE must get through it together..this is the time where we should help each other out......in this critical and short time frame......not vice versa.......!!



Im just sayin.....just think about it....and...dont let my silence fools you....

Just Before You Know It

This couple of days......
I've been flashbacking.....
What a suprise.....
I remember so much of my past
Not so great stories to tell like "Indiana Jones" type of story.....
But when i taught about it......
Gosh i miss my younger days...
I miss my childhood days.......
Full of joy
Full of happiness
Full of hope.....
There's always a clear path ahead....
Everything seems on my side......
Everything seems all right

But right now.....
Everything seems blur....
Everything seems slacky....
Everything seems distant.....
Everything seems hopeless....
I dont know who i am anymore.....
The mix feelings of mine.....seems to destroy bit by bit of me...

Everyone and everybody within my circle of trust seems distant day by day...
Is it their getting away from my circle or it just my circle become smaller and smaller every moment of my life.......

Life is unfair......
It will never be.......
Sumthin i have to remind it to myself....
Enjoy when i can......
Take things for granted.....
Think for myself.....not others....
Because when i fall......
There's no one lend a hand to help me to stand up.....
I have to stand up by myself......its hard......but i have to....
Its a fact that i need to learn and remind to myself every single second of my life.....



Life is describe by philosophy like a wheel.....
There's when you're on top of a wheel.....
Sumtimes you're at the bottom of a wheel......
Me right now at the bottom of a wheel....
I've been there for so long now....
Been wondering when i'll get to the top once more......


For now......
Even though im on the worse state of my life right now.....
I believe that....
The switch will turn.....
I have to wait.......I have to hold on.....I have to be patience...
Sumthin will come up.....
Sumthin good will come....
Maybe sumthin better......
Or simply the best........

Just Before U Know It...................

3 Weekz Of Hell

I really stressed out today.......dont know if my endorphin will last for 3 weekz.....suffocate with so many things.......i need some space to breathe.......!!!

Tik Tok.....Tik Tok.....

Time is running out.....2 weekz b4 the presentation, 3 weekz till my studies end....
Tik Tok Tik Tok.....times is ticking...even though u cant see and you cant touch....but it exist and still counting...the infinite loop......

The laziness counquers me.....i dont know how to cure it...its like.....addicted to your favourite song....but infinite time...haha...what crap im talking about now....

Tonyte again...futsal day....suppose to be last nite...but last minute cancels...bcoz those fucking coward opponents so choosy about the pitch there going to play....but b4 that...i need to hang out 1st...need to let my stress out of this weekz.....

Sunday and Monday...i will attend "Kursus Keusahawanan"....yeah...just not like me attend those course...but.....every class must send 5 students to the course or else...the PA(our coordinator) will randomly choose who's going(and my instinct tells me that ....im will be one of the candidates.../wahaha).....so...why not voulunteer myself in.....got nothing to lose right? My last semester....got nothing to lose....

My song for this couple of days will be Jason Mraz....LIfe is Wonderful....like the live version of the song....and he performs live better than he records it....the song made my day....

From tomorrow onwards....i MUST put aside everythin(esp the laziness of me) and put some effort on everythin.....its hard but i have to.....this habit been going on for YEARS......and getting worse and worse every miliseconds of my life.......

And days to come.....after my semester over...when my head clears out...this blogs maybe contents not just what im doin, my diary or whatsoever...maybe contents my view on sumthin....maybe some tutorial...some links....somethin im going to share to others....and i will adjust the layouts throughly....with every details....


Nah...im tired of typing....bye!

Life Is WonderFool!!

As my post earlier...where i swear a lot becoz my GC already 'kong'...here's some pic of that son of a biatch....already change the mobo.....i dont know what to do with the GC...maybe i'll post a video when i destruct it.....


Left is My Ax78...Right M2NPV-VM.....need to use M2NPV-VM bcoz of its onboard Video



The Culprit....






I hate u fucking 86GT.....u ruin my life...!!!

LIfe Is Wonderful

Its killing me........for this time being..i hate PHP coding......it makes me dizzy......and sick.......so much work need to be done.....just in weekz timeframe....is there;s hope....pray for it!



Chaiyok!!!

Im Back People......

Im back on track....except for assignment, projects, lab...adoi...!!!

Here's the pic taken yesterday.....akibat emo maka xda mood mok post marek...rtok jak lah.....

Recovering

To all ma peepz.......ilek2.......kenak reject mesti ku frust nak? Tapi xdalah tahap exterme sampey mok bunoh dirik ka, nonggeng rah jeraya astana ka.....apa kah.....
At least beban di dada tok direlease juak.........!!!! /xd

Sekian sahaja dari bilik Berita Blog ku.......ciao/bye

Malangnya nasib aku...huhu

Dah la GC ku rusak riya....kenak rejek gk ompuan ku suka/please....deh...pa lagik kelak kah??? Nak alah2 malang idup ku tok ehz.......... Gney la tok?? Huhuhuhuh.......Slmt Tinggal Kch...membawa kedukaan pda hidup ku....../bye

Lubang Idong Ku besar!!!

7th November - At night......i played futsal with my frenz....and suprisingly...Nazmi was there.......gosh...even tho his in Kch all this while...but hard to meet or see him around.....org dah 'up' and 'hot' kata diriknya tek /dignose......play 3 teams for 2 hours and Sport Planet......btw....Rynda/blush /hmm /please and Paz were there.....become our supporter........why u guyz leave early/floor/no......

8th November - In the afternoon, i trim my hair at Semarak...originally wanted to shave my head......but......bpk ku mdh "Keypa botak....Jaik muka ko botak(nang x merik2 bpk ku nganok.../omg)...." and decided just trim my hair......kelak 'nya' x syg ku gk lak....dah la idong ku besar.....susah juak nak.../XDhaha!!
After that, i went to Choice Super Mall....beli alat cosmetic.../wahaha....sak dirik ku kck tek.../wahaha....gai ada juak.......
At night.....msg recieved.....Rynda/blush /hmm /please and Paz and Dayot mdh diriknya rah waterfront....pdh tek salah antar msg......then rynda call...mdh nya nunggu rah waterfront....paksa lah I tek ngesep2.....Mandik2, Makeup2, Pancit ctok cya....it takes and hour for me to get there.../wahaha sian daknya... :P Turun ngan Shazwan, Syak dan Apiz........coz kmk org nang mok nangga Quantum Of Solace.....
Temu Rynda/blush /hmm /please , Dayot and Paz rah waterfront.....rondeng2....pegi lah kmk org minum di area ya juak tek.....dah abis minum kakar2.....daknya mok ciao....ask them to drop me at family cafe coz my Frenz minum2 makan2 cya....Tetemu Aliff.ngan rakan2 nya and 'classmatez' nya yg boleh tahan cute nya...btw...M.U kalah wei..ngan Arsenal...im not Gunnerz Fan..but...i love when M.U kalah....HAHAHHA!!!!
Afta that we go to the moviez....

Quantum Of Solace

Like i've said b4.....im going to watch Quantum Of Solace....and i just watched it last nite.........this is my review........

Well.....the main attraction for me in this film is Olga Kurylenko....other than that..its a james bond movie.....but this time.......its full of action-packed...but they over do it.........Wish im just like James Bond, he can drive cars, boats and an airplane.....wow...i mean..just wow....!!! But overall..its not the best movie ever..but there;s no regret watching this movie....just not blockbuster type of movie....well..i almost fell asleep at the end of the movie......too much action packed and without complex plot makes my mind too relax and i will easily bored and wiil eventually become sleepy.....dowh..terabur english ku ehz...haha...

Wheelie............

Stomachache.......again........yeah......im sensitive with dairy product....its like warm feel in my tummy...argghhh...!!!/omg

As for today......got 2 classes....Web Programming......as usual...kinda blur.....but its MMM who teaches us.....he's good but not good to express his 'ilmu' to others.../wahaha

The 2nd class would be Mr Willy.......the most blurry class i ever attend /floor ...i dont know why...some people say that he is boring...his speech is too slow...not the volume...but the speed of his speech....it takes him 5-6 seconds to finish pronouncing one word..../wahaha And as always...we Trio at the back become his target...especially me......like today........even tho Rynda and Paz who do the talking and 'main hidong' stuff....as usual....im the one to be blame......haiya....cut me some slack...../nobigdeal

Tonight going to play futsal....at SP....its been long time since play futsal.....i will play 110%...wadeh...hahaha.....

Short of Idea....till then....ta ta...../bye

Just Wake Up

AAAAAAAAAAA..........(yawning)

I just woke up from my evening sleeping session..........need to work on Cover Letter afta this.........need to pass up it by today...... /hihi

Sleeping Beauty

As for today......i dont know why im so sleepy.........The 1st wave it only takes 30 minutes....then the 2nd wave is about 3 hours.....from 230 to 6 30....erk...not 3 hours...4 hours.....maybe more than 4 hours if my mom didnt wake me up...wakakak....and lately i always have dreams in my sleep......that means i sleep well.....maybe my brain is really tired.....i dont know......

The Hot Topic for today.......the M shape hairstyle......as u guys know....the hairstyle started when we primary school........when all the boyz crazy about those hairstyle..almost every single boyz at that time used to have that hairstyle........(me not included...wakkakak)......

Yajaklah..xda idea tok...haha

Nmppknyaa

Paz telah pun melelapkan dirinya.......good nite...haha...!!

Kejanggalan

Emm.....English or S'wak........ambik bhasa swk la...wakakka..

Kejanggalan apabila di malam yg hening ini......Bem tiada di sisi ku(boh pkir pelik2 keyh...)biasanya masa tok kmk duak polah projek...tapi di anjak ke ptg.........last location bem adalah di kfc mtg pada jam 9 lebeh bersama kwn nya makan2 di kfc....adeh pahal ku cita hal bem indah tok...maka blog aku.....antap ada juak ku rindu ngan bem...wakakka.....


p/s tanpa 'dia' sapa lah aku.........

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3 pm........

For the 1st time in the history of mankind(i taught i was..wakak...watver...)me do projects on day time........not just me...me and my partner Bem...

The progress(seems that my blog become my own version of Gantt Chart:P)......only registering part.......but there's going to be 90% work neeed to be done.......

The hassle part is.....we need Javascript intergrates on our Php code....sumthin that almost impossible to achieve since i have no knowledge about JavaScript.....need to start from scracth.....and still..less than a month..........

GTG..................

Kekangan

Kekangan berlaku.........dikenalpasti bahawa penggunaan Javaskrip diperlukan untuk sistem kami...........bahawasanya saya, Jd Abraham, tidak tahu menahu bagaimana utk menggabungkan bahasa Php dan Javascript......waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Updates on Projects

Updates about Projects........

The only progress for Tonite is/was(depends whether both of us shall continue or not ;P)......we now can retrieve the data from database using Listbox.....!!

Wish us luck!!

Stupid Matha Fcuking CUnT BiaTch Grafixx CARD......

Ma Stupid Matha Fcuking CUnT BiaTch Grafixx CARD shows an early symptom of malfunctioning.....it was Warranty couple months ago....but the old symptom coming back haunting me.....it got artifacts all over screen when using any Direct X application....stupid u Nvidia or GaygayByte or whatever they called u....only give me 1 year warranty and 1 year plus it shows it malfunctiioning again.........mathafuckr cunt...!!! NOw i cant play any games or movies or shit.....no money to replace the Grafixx card........maybe have to change it in 4 months time(if i got a job after the semester is over!!!)

SHIT SHIT.......Caka Cibai suma adalah....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello.......

Originally from Lionel Richie...and Cover by Incubus.....

Dedicated to someone......enjoy.......

Bangkok Dangerous....

Last Night...even though i'm having cold/fever.........but still going to the movies....:P

Its Bangkok Dangerous....even though yesterday...my bro told me that he already watch it because he just download it....but still....i didnt bother to watch because its an action packed movies man....its more satisfying watch at the theater.....:D
My bro's hint that.....just look out for the actors...and went to IMDB website...and only Nicholas Cage the known actor around...and other characther are from Thai....
But it doesnt stop me from watch with my frenz....

And the review from my POV......the movies is so so.....not that bad....not the movie i regret to watch on cinema....but not as good as Transformers, Dark Knight just to name a few blockbuster movie.......

To summarise the movie, the story is about a professional hitman/assassin who very good with his work, travels to Bangkok to do his last assignments of killing people he told to kill......he's got no frenz,gf or family.....but things change in Bangkok....he found a buddy, he found his love and his consciences about killing good or bad people.....

Remember Hitman movies....which sux bad time because its plot are way off than the game title itself....and this movies should be name Hitman the movies...because Nicholas Cage 'can' act as hitman well...but not the best...but his ok...

So the next movie im going to watch none other than 007 James Bond Quantum Of Solace....owh yeah!!! Its Olga Kurylenko baybeh...

Poco2 Dance in Sweeden...miahahh

Miahahah!!!

My Dream Last Nite...or is it just now

Lately i've been dreaming alot in my sleeps...dont know why.......but the thing that i know for sure is that.....if you dreams in your sleeps...u're well sleep...:P

The Day before yesterday i dream about meeting my frenz...sounds wierds...the location....between the Springs and Civic center...how the hell those 2 places besides each other...i really dont know...hahaha........

And just now...i dream about sumthin...sumthin big....im having Nikon D90 DSLR....its like....shit man....i've got my hands on my DSLR...the D90....but in the dreams..the D90 is broken due to overheating....haha...and i lost it....but found it later somewhere in underground parking lot that i dont know which parking lot...lol....
Then....i wake up....damn shit man.....its only a dream....wish i have a D90 with 18-200mm VR lens with it........

Its November everybody.......

Now its November........soon December.....and then Bye2 year 2008......Welcome year 2009......

Time past like brisk of cold wind blowing past you............it passes you without saying hye or goodbye.........wish can turn back the time...because so much thing i didnt do or fix anything that i screwed up for the past 3 years.....yeah....i regeret that i didnt do my best for this past 3 years....

Year 2009......the year that kinds hold my next mission...the mission of an unknown....i really dont have plans for next year.....but 1 thing for sure...need to find a job.....while waiting for intakes for Uni.......if its hard to find a job here in Kch...maybe have to cross over South China Sea.......to try my luck there......

I need to get my life back together....i need an adventurous life....need to get away from the square box.......that's what im goin to do....wish me luck...!!